Thursday, December 8, 2005

This past two days I feel like I am "running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction".

I hate to sound so dramatic but, I feel like my life is falling apart. I would explain it on here, but then I feel like I would be revealing myself, a part of me I want to remain private. Someone hurt me last night, a hurt that was one that was very similar to those in my past. All of these feelings are flooding back; pain, hurt, anger, regret, tears.
But this time it is going to be different, God is going to carry me through this, I know he will. I know I can go to him, and He has sent me wonderful council.
But the pain is still there, and it won't go away for a while.

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