Sunday, March 4, 2007

“What’s he thinking? Why does he keep ignoring me? Do I need to get over him and move on? Is that what God wants? Or, is this God telling me to hold out because He has a plan? Why is this so complicated? Why can’t we just be friends? Why does he have to be stupid and act like that? Why do I keep liking him so much, even though he ignores me?”

Why, why, why…..

These are the thoughts running through my mind, and I am getting pretty tired of them being there. This hot/cold friendship has run its course and I am sure He has no idea. Sometimes I don’t get God and His plan, and what He is trying to tell me.

I hate being confused, and I wish I could hear what He wants me to do.

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