Basically my days have been spent with the family, discovering the amazingness of Lost, and planning ????s Rush like crazy??because my partner transfered schools this semester, I am fully in charge of planning and making all things Rush happen.

So is it sad to watch a season and a half of Lost within 5 days? I think so.

A shopping trip with mom is planned for tomorrow. So. Very. Excited.

Eye doctor appointment with my very cute eye doctor is on monday.

God blessed me by tripling one of my scholarships, which totally caught me by surprise.

Things are going well.

1. I am super emotional right now?..and I so know why.


2. It feels so so so good to finally be at home. The 10 hour drive got to me.


3. God is providing in so many ways?..and I am so undeserving. Money is really tight around here and I was worrying about how I was going to pay for school supplies in a few weeks and someone gave me a $50 gift card to Wal-Mart tonight.


4. I am sleeping in my own bed tonight and showering in my own shower. That in itself sounds so amazing.


5. Got sick with food poisoning Friday night. Saltine crackers and Ace of Cakes on DVD made my Saturday go by quicker.


6. I?m pretty sure I am the least jacked up of all my cousins on my mom?s side of the family??or at least the only one who is not voting for Obama this election.


7. I will not have a car this semester again. I talked to my mom about how I could save my money for my mission trip, and to get a small car, and to have enough money to get by at school. I was pretty stressed, and then she asked me, ?Addi, have you prayed and asked God to help you?? Sadly, my answer was no. It felt like God was speaking to me through my mom. ?Addi, why don?t you come to me? What is so horrible about asking me for help? I love you, I love you so much I want to ease your burdens.?


8. My room is clean and smells pretty.


9. Staying up till three in the morning playing video games with my little brother is so much fun. Its the times when we are alone and it is quiet when we bond the most.


10. I received three new journals for Christmas. And 5 Karen Kingsbury books that I have not read. I am a happy girl.


11. I am so ready, but yet so not ready to go to Scotland. If that makes any sense.


12. I can?t change the way people live their lives, no matter how hard I try. Its their life, not mine. Even if they are making decisions for the worse.


13. I know that God has forgiven me for everything in my life, but, have I forgiven myself?


14. Satan can be a tricky deceiver.


15. I heart my rainboots.


16. I am too poor to renew my domain so it looks like I am headed to blogspot in a week or so?.


17. I got a package and a thank you video is on its way???.