My Lovely Genesis

I’m finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it’s okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say

Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You’re in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness
Word of God speak

I’m finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

Tonight a friend and I signed to this song in our evening worship service. I had signed to this song dozens of times before, but tonight was different. God brought a whole new meaning to the song for me. The words seemed to speak directly to what I was going through, what my heart was crying out to God. Lately I have been finding myself at a loss for words, but tonight, the funny thing was, that is was okay. My parents also went down to the altar with me to pray which was very encouraging as well.

But during it all God said “Addi, just be still for a while, rest in my holiness. Love me, be with me, rest in me. I love you, it is going to me alright. Trust me, and be still, let me speak.”

…..and I’m okay with that. I am loved by a Savior, who leaves me speechless.