Last night was The President?s Leadership Banquet for OBHC. All four campuses, donors, friends, and family of OBHC showed up. There was a good 500 plus people there. Speechless preformed and much to my surprise, did an AMAZING job. I was so nervous for us because there are four new girls out of six of us, and for those four it was the biggest crowd that they had preformed for. But, God being God pulled us through, calmed nervous tummies, and helped us do one of our best performances.

In other areas it was a great night too. My family and I got to dress up (even though I had to stay in my ugly black suit all night), and we ate catered food and amazing chocolate cake while enjoying being in one of the amazing ballrooms of The Cowboy Hall of Fame. My dad and I even took a picture like we did four years ago, at The Hope Pregnancy Banquet. I?ll add pictures later today, although I can?t find that old picture of me and dad, which makes me sad.

On the way up there I saw a billboard for a hospital and it read:

?Come visit one of the best hospitals in the state, we have McDreamy too.?

It made me laugh so hard. Although I was the only one in the car that got it, so I ended up looking silly.

Bills and other mail is stacking up on my desk, and my room is look pretty cluttered. I suppose I should spend my saturday afternoon cleaning?.but maybe not.

I have internet again??FINALLY.

I cleaned my room tonight and realized I have a basket full of over 20 Bath and Body products?.and I bought a few things again this afternoon.

Apparently my left ovary is abmornally smaller than my right. This could be kind of sad, but I am going to adopt the cheerful philosophy of Nemo and call it ?my lucky ovary?.

He left it up to me whether I want to have a scope done. For now I am choosing no.

I have such peace right now. I had been holding something in side of me for years. Something that I thought I was the only one experiencing. I felt guilty. But finally I talked it over with my mom. God bless my mother, she is truly amazing. I can now officially say that I have no secrets that she does not know. That is a good feeling to have.

My sims 2 seasons game came in?..I am addicted.

*cough* I am officially out of Burberry purfume. *cough*

*cough* my birthday is coming up. *cough*

I found a Jeep for 1500 that is in pretty good condition. My dad and I are going to look at it next week.

I am learning to hide in His shelter, under His wing, be wrapped up in His love.

I found out that the boy I had been swooning over in my class is not a Christian?..which totally turned me off. Not that it was going anywhere, I simply sat across from him and would glance at his pretty blue eyes every now and again. Silly blue eyed avation major boy.

It has rained every day for the past 24 days. The bridge I take to cross Lake Texoma to get to school is about shut down. The water used to sit a good 15 feet underneath the bridge last year, now it is only 3 feet under. Yikes.

BUT, I am learning that ?If you pray for rain, don?t complain about the mud?. In all areas of my life.

Ignore any and all typos, I am too lazy to edit it.

Oh. My. Goodness.

This is truly becoming hard.

I went for the first time in several months for a whole weekend without any internet at all.

I feel so disconnected from??everything.

And I will probably feel this way till Thursday?.hopefully that is when it is supposed to be fixed.

Apparently lightening struck our flag pole and fried our severs at home. Thus we have NO internet whatsoever.